”Life goes on ….. ” I can’t rember the last time i had a good time …… Its like when your younger  anything possible , like you can acomplish anything , like the world was are playground. Those were the days ……. As you get older everyone changes,…… For me it changed for the worst , Like i was some type of fucked up tv series…… Everyday is the same . Aguments , smoking weed and drinking .All these thing consumed me ….. “Some times I  imagan what would life be if I didn’t  do this or i should of done that”. “IM IN THE FUTURE STUCK IN THE PAST”. I try not to think about but sometimes it still hurts, but im greatful for one thing. For having the bestfriend a guy could have ….. my family…… Exspecailly my little bro……. held me down from the START!!!! Now its time for me to finish it …… time for a change……. time to look ahead……